I feel alone.
Alone or rather the lie of alone has caused me anxiety, panic, bitterness.
I fight against this daily.
I fight the lie but sometimes it becomes too much.
Like a fool I wouldn’t take this to God.
Too many times I show up before God with those words “I am alone” shackling my hands, my feet, breaking my back, choking my throat.
I convince myself God doesn’t want to hear this sad tale again.
Hey God? I believed that lie. Again. I know it’s not true, but it feels true. God, I like talking about you more than being with you. I know you know. So is this whole alone thing my punishment?
Lies. Lies will fuck you up. Ask anyone who struggles daily with a lie or ten lies. The truth may wreck you in a good way. But the lies will fuck you and leave you convinced this is the only reality.
What lie or lies do you daily battle? How do you fight back?
- Silent Fight (sayable.net)
- Where’d you go, Jesus? (radicalkeys.wordpress.com/)
- Whisper (theycallmekeeks.com)